About My Life

I guess I should introduce myself . Well I have found out this is the best way I can think of describing who I am :

I am a Husband, a Father, a Grandfather, a brother, a Uncle, and a friend. I am Loved, disliked, understood, and misunderstood, and I am sure hated by some. I live my life by two main values. 1: do unto others as you would have them to do you. example you want a kiss? kiss me , you want a hug? hug me, you want a laugh, make me laugh :-) or at least try to tickle me lol. But if you hit me , you will be hit, you hurt me , the same goes for you all is fair ! 2: If it feels good and no one gets hurt then do it. Too many times we have thought of something and not gone thru with it because we were afraid. Life is so too short and as long as what you do does not hurt anyone, or the person you are with wants to as well ( never against any one's wishes ) then do it ! even if it is just one time smiles and nice thoughts of the past get you thru life way better than regrets and guilt. :-) So yeah that is me in a nutshell . and yes I am a nut shell too but my past should not be able to make others feel bad , lets just say I am picking up the pieces as long as I have love.

  It took me a while to come up with that and yes it can be seen in other places as my about me :-) I want to say tho I think about my life more than most I am sure. A lot of people go thru life just living it. Me I think more than live lately and have to admit would like to change that, but how does one? I mean at times it is easier said than done. At times I have too many irons in the fire, then at times I choose none all out of a lack of support. Yes I feel a key factor in life is support. the support to keep one going. To me without it one just goes thru the motions of living and does not obtain anything worth enjoyment. I know it must sound strange to some, but I guess my past has cause me to need things others can live without ( that is another story ) .

  So what do I look forward to ? Well I guess right now I look forward to happiness and peace. Peace of mind that life is worth living and that I can do it without the support that I keep looking for. Maybe that should be my goal ? I do know this Music which has been part of my life will always be there :-) in some form or another I want that to stay :-) ( yes I like to smile a lot lol ) Ok I hope this is a good place to start a blog? I hope for better ones as the days go by ! I will also start to place my story I have been writing for years here too lol .