I was going to write a blog about used too, I think I had written one already , as in used to play guitar, used to do artwork, etc. Well Today I got a nice surprise. You see a long time ago we used to have a bank account with BOA ( Bank Of America) . And they had a funny system of making huge overdraft fees by taking a list of payouts and instead of taking them by date, they took them by size. So if you had three for $25.00 and one for $75.00, they would take the $75.00 first then the $25.00 afterwards, which meant of for some reason you only had $75.00 in your Account then you would get hit with three overdrafts instead of one. This caused a lot of people to have accounts way into the negative.
Well they finally got taken to court about this over a year ago , and they lost. We thought that because our account was left in the negative that we would not get any money from them. But low and behold today in the mail we got a check ! Ok now let me drop back a bit lol I guess I got carried away with this lol. For a little over a week I have had my facebook deactivated and those who know the wife have not said anything as in where am I . Well for the past couple of nights I have been thinking about what can I do to get out of this huge slump I am in? I mean I am trying to reinvent myself so I can feel better about me. I know I am the only one who can do that.
One night I went on a drinking binge ( not a good idea ) . It did help me get some of my feelings out tho. I am realizing that I have to do things for myself to feel better even tho there are some things I can not change. I was thinking of dying my hair pitch black , going monotone again ( expressing no feelings what so ever I have done that before) . And of course when you have a racing mind it can think of all sorts of things. I realize in my marriage I might not have the passion I need but I do have love. So I guess that is going to be a hard road still for me, but if I can put that on the back burner somehow and just keep going forward with other things I used to like to do maybe I can start to finally do better !
Ok back to here and now ! I am looking at this check ( which was for $182.00 ) as a good sign, an omen to go for it ! We decided to split it right down the middle so I have $91.00 in which to do what I want ! And I think I am going to write about each purchase and why as well ! I haven't bought anything yet, but will be soon, maybe tomorrow or tonight, but like I said I will be writing about it when I do. I feel good about it too, all our bills are up to date and I am ready to start fresh ! One thing I will tell you I am buy from some money I had saved before ( because I can lol ) Is a rock hammer, I am going to start a new hobby of collecting certain kinds of rocks. More on that in future blogs as well :-)
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